shattered

murtunut (en-past of)
physically broken into pieces
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emotionally defeated or dispirited
2000 Lionel Robbins, A history of economic thought: the LSE lectures, Princeton University Press, p221

Well, she died after seven years of marriage, and Mill thought that he was shattered, and shattered no doubt he was, in the sense of this absolutely irreparable emotional loss.

She refused to see him for two days. He was shattered. He sent his apologies.

Yes, he had gotten his revenge for my rejection. I was shattered but remained silent.

I stayed up all night working, and now Im completely shattered.''